The Drums - Abysmal Thoughts Blood Under My Belt

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what does it take for you to believe that I have changed I know very well that I have blood under my belt and yes it's true that I hurt you but I still love you I love you I still do.

And what did I say to make you want to run away. I know fucking well that I have blood u set my belt. And yes it's true that I hurt you but I still love you I love you I still do. But you won't believe me.

I see death coming at me too quickly. I don't want this to end. I picked an apple from the tree we planted together. I hold it in my hand. I know I said change- but please don't change. I know I said do it - but don't do it don't do it.

I am scared of the child that lives in me. I don't know if he learns. You left your t-shirt under the bed we shared together. I put it over my face. I know I said change - but please don't change. I know I said do it but dont do it. Don't do it!